#though im too much of a coward

[dizzybevvie]

You're the sunflower/I think your love would be too much

[ruporas]

post ep 11

[best-enemies]

I've reached season 5 on my CSI rewatch and I'm a few episodes past "Swap Meet", where a woman is murdered after attending a swing party with other couples from the neighbourhood. Near the end of the episode there's a moment that made me jump from my seat:

(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two cups. He hands her a cup of tea.)

[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - BRASS' OFFICE]

Erin Brady: Everybody fantasizes about other people. (She glances at Grissom.)

Even you, Mr. Grissom. A neighbor, a friend ... girl at the office.

[INT. POLICE DEPARTMENT - HALLWAY]

(The door opens. Paul Brady walks out of the hallway. Erin Brady walks out into the hallway. Sara is sitting in the hallway chair watching them. She watches as they meet and kiss.)

(Grissom walks up to Sara and takes the seat next to her. He's holding two culps. He hands her a cup of tea.)

LIKE!!!!!!!

Right after Erin ends her sentence with 'girl at the office', the first time Sara and Grissom meet again, he brings her tea. This might be an innocent interaction but to me it seemed like a nod to this relationship they have where both are into each other, know about the other's feelings, but can't/won't do anything about it (although Sara has kind of given Grissom an ultimatum). I don't know if it was intentional - I'm guessing it is, because I picked it up immediately. I might or might not have squealed in delight.

[ssilentwillow]

saying it now and saying it publicly if sunday gets to be on the astral express but robin doesnt im going to be SO INCREDIBLY PISSED. THAT SPOT SHOULD GO TO ROBIN OR NO ONE AT ALL!!!!

[meowthiroth]

goddd Mysterium was SO much fun this year. I can't wait to get home & spam y'all with photos of all my funny mangree moments

[piplupod]

so there's a trans woman who goes to the centre and everyone calls her by her birthname which she is like... fine with but only because she has no choice but to be fine about it. anyways I've known her for a while through a trans group before the centre so I asked her today if she'd rather I call her by her birthname or her chosen name and she said she prefers her chosen name but I can call her by her birthname if I want and oh my god I was about to cry for her bc god I really feel that whole situation fjdkdl, I just told her "no I WANT to call you by the name you prefer, that's why I'm asking, I want to make sure it's safe for you if I call you [preferred name]" and she seemed so grateful and I'm just :') eeurrgghh i hate how we have to be grateful with crumbs !!!

its just absolutely wild to me that she's presenting femininely and wears skirts and dresses and everything and uses her preferred name when she writes her name down on stuff and yet everyone at the centre calls her by her birthname and he/him pronouns. like. how are people so fucking rude and oblivious ??? she's even worn a she/her pronoun pin to the centre like.... people are so fucking stupid about trans people I stg.

idk I'm just hoping to make her feel a bit more comfortable and maybe if I start calling her by the right name and pronouns then everyone else will too eventually because I know she doesnt feel safe correcting people. I'm not going to make a big thing of it obviously bc I don't want to put her in danger but I will be using the correct name and pronouns now that I've double-checked with her about it, and if I start feeling like it's making things worse for her then I'll check in with her again at that point. I've honestly been stumbling trying to use he/him for her when I mention her to other ppl because she is just... she/her in my brain. it's what I know she wants to use so it feel fucking awful to use anything else !!!

[kosmicvoid]

in many ways i am like a nervous house cat

[fangsandsoftgrass]

Deciding rn that Cirwedh isn't freaky enough she now has bitchin body hair because of her lycanthropy. I've always headcanoned Bosmer not having a weird body hair stigma like us "more civilized" races like Altmer/Dunmer/most human races probably do anyway so like, before lycanthropy she had body hair but now she has BODY HAIR!!! pits belly legs arms crotch it's wild just as Y'ffre intended. It's white too bc the transformation fucked her UP so ALL of her hair is white

[jammyshouse]

finally accepting i am a gay man rather than whatever i thought i was is explaining a lot about everything to the point it’s actually making me angry. like man. man i guess it was very fucking obvious to everyone except me huh

[arthrimyalgia]

This physical pain, my deregulated emotions from BPD, the constant financial stress, and the utter lack of support from family in my life, in combination with my period really makes me want to just kill myself. I am so sick of living like this. I am so sick of being drained. I am so sick of being lost and alone. I am scared and I don't want to live like this anymore. I am sick and tired of living like this. I have nothing to look forward to. It feels like nobody cares despite knowing I have a couple people left who probably do. I feel like I can just disappear and nobody would care. Nobody would bother to look. I can't live like this here anymore. What do I even do at this point?

[astrxealis]

what if i actually got to. streaming (again?)

[yippeecreaturecult]

i am so close to ending it all 💥🎀

[grapecaseschoices]

[greeneyeslander]

I'm pretty sure the gunslinger girl soundtrack has done for me than I've done for myself

[nexttothelamp]

.....

[doki-doki-lesbian1225]

feeling my stomach drop as i come to the realization that if i ever want that poly thing to work i not only have to basically beg to intrude on an existing happy relationship but i also have to basically ask my boyfriend if he’d be fine with me dating someone else at the same time and i feel like that’d be horrifying for him since he’s long distance and my friends aren’t